MJ Boshers

Exciting news!   The Faewitch made the finals for the 2018 Author Academy Awards . Oct 26th I go to Columbus Ohio for the awards ceremony. Thank you to all who voted so far, but I need the votes to keep coming so tell all your friends to go vote for The Faewitch for fantasy genre at  https://authoracademyawards.com/ XOXO, MJ

Keep me sane oh my muse and help me not to break These ropes are so tight that I can't concentrate Come and save me as you tend to never let me down Release this anger from my soul let only words be found I like my darkness as long as I can breathe As long as nothing holds me down and this soul is forever free.

Hey guys! I said that I would get a short story to y'all so here it is. Enjoy! You can also read this on goodreads at my creative writing page. Thanks for all the support! XOXO, MJ Love gets him into more trouble than hate ever could. He waits at the bus stop thinking about what he has done. “How? Why?” he asks himself aloud. The man next to him walks away. Ethan realizes he must sound like a mad man talking to himself. It is raining and the thunder brings him back to reality. He clutches his coat to save some heat that is left in his body. The cold is starting to get to him. He is soaked from head to toe from having no shelter to go to except this bus stop. He plans on taking the bus wherever it is going. He can’t stay in this town any longer because he has just made what could be the biggest mistake of his life. He thought she loved him. She said she wanted to spend the rest of her life with him. How could she abandon him? How could she just stop loving him because of

The cold I felt inside held its ground With no sign of surrender to be found The days were long, the days were dark Forever frozen was my heart Until I saw him and he warmed me to the core No longer numb, I could feel once more The darkness in his eyes called to me The fire in his soul set me free With a touch of his lips the ice broke away And the longing set in for him to stay Though now it's warm and cozy inside The cold lingers awaiting his goodbye Copyright MJ Boshers 2018

Love doth not rise above hate and tis equal upon measure Both can rip a soul apart, but both can bring thee pleasure Beware of thy choice though tis thine to make But let thyself give a token that thee can surely take Fire and passion fuel them both to a remarkable degree But thou must attest that love tastes far less bitter to thee

The light thou witness tis luminous beyond the sun This envious heart has only just begun The journey tis lasting and tis callous And though thou heart invokes no malice Jealousy thy reflection doth carry Thou attempts to shadow thy sin or do thy best to bury Admiration thy eyes doth see Though seemingly small to thee Tis a sin but thou cannot refrain Ravenous fire thou cannot contain Burning thy spirit awakening thy essence Thy will grows stronger in thees glistening presence One day thou shall come to truly thank thee For igniting part of thy soul thou could not see

As thou gaze upon the mirror, what thine eyes doth see But a fiery hunger growing deep within thee Yet humanity is a devil at times vial and cruel In turn can form any dreamer into a bumbling fool Vowing to cease pain and all thy suffering Heartbreak seems more convenient for thee to bring Misery seems to be, as far as thou can tell Appetizer of choice, though 'tis tasting stale As thou witness humanity's worst Thou pray for a soul seemingly cursed As the light breaks thy mind can finally rest Thou hast forgotten of humanity's best For thy soul is thine own and for none other to take Till death thou shall reign, but thou shall not forsake Thy will to love above all measure To welcome compassion upon its leisure Can it stand to reason humanity shall prevail Can it stand to reason a fool is doomed to fail Thou would say failure is obsolete And thou shall not accommodate defeat For such a word cannot be If thine eyes choose not to believe Thou will is too strong for another to

I fall from the sky trying not to cry Reaching out to touch a star, but I pass right by I feel the wind and I gasp to take a breath Falling and awaiting a simple dreamer's death My light dims as I fall closer to the ground I put my hand upon my chest and feel my heart pound But there is something in the fast-paced beat Is it trying to save me from a horrible defeat Is it telling me not to defy my inevitable destiny Is it telling me not to let go of what is meant to be I see my strengths shine through brighter than before And as I hit the ground the light shines even more Letting my presence known Letting myself be shown I know now I can conquer all my hearts desires Because I am a fallen angel and I come armed with heaven's fire

You feel like you're slowly dying Falling into a sunless void You can't disguise the veil any longer Your soul destroyed Torment a habitual routine That never fails in the least You can't rely on anything else Except that agony will never cease Dependable, steadfast, and true This Brut's affliction knows no bounds For it will swallow up any peace Your soul shall not be found But this demon that lives inside That smothers your essence Has a weakness and it shivers At the mere presence It is hidden deep within the core Deeper than you'll ever know But it can defeat the monster That confounds you so Dig deep, though the pain will be great With the fire that burns inside you Strength and courage seal a better fate.

Frozen in the dark and in the cold Waiting for anything to take hold To release this blaze inside my soul To melt away what is out of my control I can't breathe and I'm about to fall Wondering how I fit in it all I don't want to break and I don't want to shatter I just want to feel that this soul matters Wasting away here standing still If I can't move, how can I feel My soul is petrified By the fear I try to hide I'm ready to be unbound I'm ready to be found My strength is failing fast I don't know if I can last But I have to believe this fire in me Will eventually set me free

My soul is ripped to shreds and left alone to weep Because when the devil slices, he slices nice and deep Only time, so I'm told, can heal the bloody wounds But if the devil ticks the clock it won't be anytime soon Because the dial moves slow as the devil's blade goes down But when time finally strikes there may be no soul to be found

Blame Thou never knew thee, but thou knew thy soul Thou heart in danger as anger seeks it cold Into the wind thou flew thus my angel forever gone And the Heavens thou shall blame for eternity beyond

Forgotten  Thou hast forgotten all that was lost Thy heart, thy soul, thou paid the cost Forgotten now, forgotten then Forgotten 'til the very end This soulless body forever thirsty But Purgatory shall show no mercy

Frozen Hell His heart is cold as ice and it freezes me still My soul is hardened by his deadly chill I pray for the fire to release me of my pain But every time the flame dies out from the freezing rain And as this Winter demon moves in for his kill The blackness in his eyes show an untamed thrill I can't escape this inevitable icy death So I close my eyes and take my last cold breath But as I sit in this frozen Hell to claim my fate I open my eyes and see my fate will have to wait The blackness fades and laughter fills my now numb ears But soon the icy Devil will return to feed off my soul, my heart, and my fear.

Stranger There is a darkness in his eyes, but they draw me in Everything about him; his smile, his hair, his skin A fire burns through my soul as he looks into my eyes And as the rain comes down from the darkened skies He passes by without a sound, but I hear the thunder roar And suddenly without a sign, he is there no more.

Banshee She walks alone in her mind waiting for a sign Something to tell her that they are running out of time She walks alone in her mind where its dark and bleak Her red hair blows in the wind and death is what she seeks She sees the darkness rise and as it grows higher She begins to wail because she is the lonely crier.

Purgatory Why did you leave before the story's end Before our happily ever after could begin I'm lost in this place and it's dark and cold I feel the blood seeping from my gutted soul Though I feel the blood, I'm numb to the pain And I shall always bear the stain And though this body may continue the story This tortured soul will forever reside in Purgatory.

Eternal I waited for you, but you never came I waited so long and it started to rain I fell to my knees, soaked to the bone Despair filled me up and I was all alone As the thunder roared through the sky It couldn't mask my shattering cry I felt the earth shake and saw it crumble My crying still louder than the rumble Destruction and chaos is all I see This is the burden you left with me I will drown forever in my sorrows In spite of how many tomorrows The days are dead, stale at best This love...this need is eternal and it shall never rest.

Lost I am lost, but not alone In a world that has turned to stone Just trying to break free Just trying to be me But I'm bound tighter if I tug to hard Once again pulled beneath the shadows of freedom's card But I work my way back up through the shallow wall of hope Without a single pull from that soulless rope I reach the light and see what I've struggled and fought for Only to be dragged back down just beyond the door I reach, pull, and scream for you to let me go But the lost is just a loss the world will never know.

IN THE PAINTING This is a tale of a painting... There was a man in a painting I would see As I came up to it he would stare at me I looked into the eyes of this soulless man And I couldn't help but want to hold his hand I saw the pain behind his eyes Couldn't see what he had to hide Something haunted me to the core But drew me in even more Was it his expression that intrigued Or his eyes that was desperate to plead I heard his cry more than ever This soulless man was oh too clever My curiosity would finally win And I felt something pull me in The man smiled and tipped his hat And walked away and that was that Still today I wait So I can change another's fate So stop, if you dare, and stare a time or two But know this, I will show no mercy for a single one of you.

DARKNESS LINGERS I'm a tortured soul confined outside my dreams Every day I wake it seems Visions of a love that doesn't exist A passion withered, denied love's first kiss I try to grab an outstretched hand But only sink further into the sand Time or the devil ticks the clock When I wake all is forgot But when I can turn the devil's hand Back to when love never began I shall finally witness unmistakable bliss When the darkness lingers with love's first kiss.

Hi guys! I just wanted to share this poem with y'all. This is a poem about never giving up on your dreams, breaking away from what people expect of you, and doing what you feel you were put on this earth to do. Hope y'all enjoy!  Thanks for everything,  MJ.  XOXO  The Box I’m confined inside a box which walls never end Though this haven warms me, dreams fester within Whispering in my ear, driving me insane But I shall seek solace in the falling rain Peacefulness I find most find dark and bleak Dreariness some say is made for the weak But every day I wake with bloody fingernails Red streaks on the wall maps my quest of fails Silent tears erased as my peace falls from the sky Others huddled inside until it subsides But I know my peace and though it may fall only on me Eventually it will drift me out to the sprawling sea When the time comes and the thunder sounds l know the box will try to drag me under to drown If I keep fighting it will lose its grip and see That the b